Thank God by Richard Roberts
And I discovered when I got tired, that is, after I preached the sermon like I’m preaching now, and then I made the invitation to the unsaved, and great numbers would come down the aisle, and I’d pray with them, and then we opened up for the healing line. And just prior to that I would go out into the invalid tent or area where there were possibly two hundred invalids brought every night for me to lay hands on. And that’s how Kenneth Copeland got his start, by being by my side. The first one he ever prayed for was a person dying with cancer, when I said, “Ken, this is yours.” And he was eager to do it, thank God.
And when I got tired, I noticed my faith was weak. And I learned that people were disappointed, that if I kept on praying there were not many healings, if any. So I would abruptly dismiss the meeting and rush to my car, to the room, and get in bed and get to sleep as quickly as I could to recover for the next night. And that became a rhythm in my life.
But the people never understood that. They thought because I was anointed, I never got tired, but I did. And the people would follow me to the car. They’d grab my clothes, and I’d shake loose. And they would touch me. And in the Bible they were touching Jesus all the time and pulling at His clothes and all that, but I was so holy I didn’t want them to do that to me. I didn’t want the criticism of, you know, of the word getting out, “Oh, you can just touch Oral’s clothes or just touch him and you’ll be healed.” So I was trying to walk that straight path and be free of criticism, so I didn’t want anybody pulling at me or touching me. Besides, I didn’t want them disappointed because I was tired.
And it came to a climax one night when a woman came up behind me, took hold of my clothes, and whirled me around. And I couldn’t get loose. And I started to explain to her that when I’m tired I can’t pray for you. I don’t have the faith.” And she shook it off. She said, “I have to go home tomorrow hundreds of miles away. I’ve come here. I’m deathly sick. You’ve got to pray for me. I’ve got to be healed.”



